By Caitlin
And falling to the ground he heard a voice saying to him, “Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me?” And he said, “Who are you, Lord?” (Acts 9:4-5)
Saul was quite the religious zealot. He was born a Jew, and grew up to be a very educated and devout man. He knew the scriptures front and back, and thought he knew God as well as anyone could. Up until Jesus came, the way religious things were done were pretty set, inflexible, controlled. These Christians were promoting something completely different from everything he had ever learned about God or seen in scripture. From his point of view, they had everything wrong, and were wreaking havoc on the controlled world he had always known. The only way to stop them from blaspheming the God he had always known was to persecute them.
It took a huge blow to his pride to change his perspective. When the light from heaven flashed around him and his sight was taken away, he suddenly had no control-- he was physically at the mercy of Jesus, whom he had been persecuting. He had no ground for pride in the presence of such blinding glory. He was humbled.
Why does Christ emphasize humility so much? He not only says “blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth,” (Mtt 5:5) but exemplified this by “humbling himself, and becoming obedient to death, even death on a cross.” (Phil. 2:8) It was the proud who thought they knew Yahweh, and rejected him when he came in human form. It was the humble who were able to receive him, and to serve him.
Paul, in his pride, thought he knew God, thus, he thought he was doing the right thing by persecuting Christians in God’s name. It wasn’t until he was humbled that he actually began to know the God he had always claimed to follow. This makes me rethink the way I live-- if I am to actually know and serve Christ, it must be done from a spirit of humility. Otherwise I will merely be a prideful fool. God, make me humble, no matter what the cost may be, because at the end of all things, I want to say, like Paul, “I count everything a loss compared to the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord.” (Phil. 3:8)
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